Amy was a phenomenal singer and songwriter, whose songs, style and even lifestyle was influenced by 60's and (!) gothic movement. Even though her songs were touching, I couldn't say I was a fan. To the contrary, I was kind of repulsed by her looks, the dark and scary image and the lifestyle. I could tell that she is unhappy, because I believe in the meanings of colors. Black never was and never will be a color of fulfillment and happiness, and even though she didn't aways wear black clothes, her whole image and aura was dark. It may be funny, but these things can be sensed, therefore it was hard to enjoy her music, when you could feel some kind of poignancy and melancholy from her.
Was she a Gothic Heroine?
It is practically impossible to impartially assess the person, whose actions completely contradicts your philosophy and perception to life. However, I believe she is not the woman I would call a Gothic Heroine. I respect her for being who she really is, for not acting. Her emotions and vibes, that she shared with the audience were strong, truthful and non-superficial. She changed the pop-music scene not only with her attitude, but also with a quality production she presented to the world: meaningful lyrics and exquisite music. From my point of view, she was a vigorous, capable personality. And the fact that she tried to fight her demons, made her step a little closer to the Gothic Heroine's ranks. However, she lost her battle, and then finally, she lost her war. The thing is, that we all are struggling. We all have to move the stone, like Sisyphus, up and down, all our life. It is our assignment, our privilege and at the same time the curse, to find the joy in it!
Was she a Gothic Heroine?
It is practically impossible to impartially assess the person, whose actions completely contradicts your philosophy and perception to life. However, I believe she is not the woman I would call a Gothic Heroine. I respect her for being who she really is, for not acting. Her emotions and vibes, that she shared with the audience were strong, truthful and non-superficial. She changed the pop-music scene not only with her attitude, but also with a quality production she presented to the world: meaningful lyrics and exquisite music. From my point of view, she was a vigorous, capable personality. And the fact that she tried to fight her demons, made her step a little closer to the Gothic Heroine's ranks. However, she lost her battle, and then finally, she lost her war. The thing is, that we all are struggling. We all have to move the stone, like Sisyphus, up and down, all our life. It is our assignment, our privilege and at the same time the curse, to find the joy in it!